Soft fluffy flakes, trap me so I can't escape,
Or venture into the world that seems to be so great.
A white blanket lays outside my window,
Leaving not a trace of another color to glow.
Silently taking over, while mishaps occurs over my shoulder,
Only growing stranger as I get older.
Emergency closing tries to make me smile,
But now it only makes me worry since I'm not a child.
Why so severe of something so clear,
Well white but it shouldn't bring no fear.
Its not BLACK and thats a fact,
Darkness was the trap, now theres no color for that.
And yet so effortlessly as we can see,
We've been thrown inside to watch the WHITE surround thee.
Freezing water, stopping electricity, and hurting everything in its vicinity,
But at the same time it works magnificently.
To cause destruction and corruption, and a mental abduction,
Changing our facial expressions and the topic of discussion.
Wow its crazy... i wish they could talk,
With so much influence I wish they could walk
Say words about the places where they land,
Or discuss topics of importance, I'm just sayin.
I wish everyone would talk about WORLD HUNGER the same way,
OR World Peace, or war in the middle East. or the next football game play.
Shaking my head at our ignorance,
But I wanna scream out words of belligerence.
Let it snow... tru tru I'm wit it
Well thats all for now i gotta go shovel this ish...
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Intake On Hip Hop
I'm not the one to bring hip hop back,
I'm just trying to shoot a lyrical bullet at that BS called rap.
Cuz rappers these days worried about who in the lac'
Or the next to be seen on the scene gettin smacks.
I try to tell these fake role models its bigger than that,
But they only worried about the groupies who sit on their lap.
While their kids dying in wars cuz they trying to trap,
After watching their stupid ass make a movie bout crack.
Man society is dying and its needing to breathe
Its kids around the world just waiting to leave.
Cuz they can't eat, can't sleep, or have a deadly disease,
While we smoke up the ozone by smoking this weed.
No one cares about the future so we smoke more trees,
Cut them down, roll it up, lands become concrete.
Lil girls give up dreams to become video v's
While fathers give up roles cuz they scared to be seen
Shit is crazy out her man this shit is obscene,
No one cares about the world including Martin's dream.
I mean Martin Luther King Jr. man thats what I mean.
Confusing freedom with privileges cuz we ain't free.
Psychologically they got us and got into our minds
Chasing paper that they give us and its wasting our time
Knowledge is the key and the way that we get on our grind
Trying to get the knowledge like Einstein and thats how I shine
Young up coming artist so i'm still in my prime
But if you thing i'm a change my style then i'd rather do crime
Not trying to be a lying artist or shot 9 times
Or a fake gang member to make calls in my rhymes
Don't think i'ma change my voice, thanks jay for D.O.A.
Cuz I'm starting to really wonder about Hip Hop today
I used to love her like Common til I heard her say
Money over bitches, why it gotta be this way?
Sunny days let acid rains wash them away
To be in prison is the only way black men will pray
Cuz they rather hug the block wit their man's today
And say that's the only way to get the rent money to pay
Welfare doing too much, some say it ain't enough
Made them give up on themselves thats why they living so rough
Fast girls give up love cuz they trapped in a forever lust
Or they got an unwanted touch and falling in love is too much
And the man on the corner said his life was too tough
Chasing money, chasing skirts got hard so he gave it up
But what he didn't tell me that he was going nuts
Cuz he sold to his own people cuz he ain't give a fuck
But thats the city life but that shit is whack
To let a junkie sell his soul to get high off of crack
Or to let his family cry and suffer like that
Cuz once you start doing crack, man that time don't come back
But thats with anything so i use my time wisely
And I know I gotta do good cuz somebody behind me
And my people set my expectations so great and so highly
That taking a trip to the sun is the only way to get by me!!!!!!!!!!
I'm just trying to shoot a lyrical bullet at that BS called rap.
Cuz rappers these days worried about who in the lac'
Or the next to be seen on the scene gettin smacks.
I try to tell these fake role models its bigger than that,
But they only worried about the groupies who sit on their lap.
While their kids dying in wars cuz they trying to trap,
After watching their stupid ass make a movie bout crack.
Man society is dying and its needing to breathe
Its kids around the world just waiting to leave.
Cuz they can't eat, can't sleep, or have a deadly disease,
While we smoke up the ozone by smoking this weed.
No one cares about the future so we smoke more trees,
Cut them down, roll it up, lands become concrete.
Lil girls give up dreams to become video v's
While fathers give up roles cuz they scared to be seen
Shit is crazy out her man this shit is obscene,
No one cares about the world including Martin's dream.
I mean Martin Luther King Jr. man thats what I mean.
Confusing freedom with privileges cuz we ain't free.
Psychologically they got us and got into our minds
Chasing paper that they give us and its wasting our time
Knowledge is the key and the way that we get on our grind
Trying to get the knowledge like Einstein and thats how I shine
Young up coming artist so i'm still in my prime
But if you thing i'm a change my style then i'd rather do crime
Not trying to be a lying artist or shot 9 times
Or a fake gang member to make calls in my rhymes
Don't think i'ma change my voice, thanks jay for D.O.A.
Cuz I'm starting to really wonder about Hip Hop today
I used to love her like Common til I heard her say
Money over bitches, why it gotta be this way?
Sunny days let acid rains wash them away
To be in prison is the only way black men will pray
Cuz they rather hug the block wit their man's today
And say that's the only way to get the rent money to pay
Welfare doing too much, some say it ain't enough
Made them give up on themselves thats why they living so rough
Fast girls give up love cuz they trapped in a forever lust
Or they got an unwanted touch and falling in love is too much
And the man on the corner said his life was too tough
Chasing money, chasing skirts got hard so he gave it up
But what he didn't tell me that he was going nuts
Cuz he sold to his own people cuz he ain't give a fuck
But thats the city life but that shit is whack
To let a junkie sell his soul to get high off of crack
Or to let his family cry and suffer like that
Cuz once you start doing crack, man that time don't come back
But thats with anything so i use my time wisely
And I know I gotta do good cuz somebody behind me
And my people set my expectations so great and so highly
That taking a trip to the sun is the only way to get by me!!!!!!!!!!
Pain In My Life
Confusion of oppression, society got me guessing,
Why bother continuing this quest towards a mental depression.
Or maybe its a blessing, more like a mental lesson,
Is there something greater out there for me is my real question?
Poverty, starvation, and years and years of hatred,
Sight of falling soldiers, made me think that I won't make it.
Especially today kid, because I'm not the greatest,
Or afraid to speak his mind and the critiques can't take it.
My origin I can't trace it, the darkness I can't shake it,
Theres somethings that exist that I'm not ready to face it.
I'm just keeping it blatant, on ant type of occassion,
African descent or maybe thats just my liaison.
Not knowing my full strengths so I just stay to myself,
Hoping I will find out soon so I can lend a hand just to help.
Move on from the from the past hardships that I felt,
And play out my life of cards you know the hand that I was dealt.
Why bother continuing this quest towards a mental depression.
Or maybe its a blessing, more like a mental lesson,
Is there something greater out there for me is my real question?
Poverty, starvation, and years and years of hatred,
Sight of falling soldiers, made me think that I won't make it.
Especially today kid, because I'm not the greatest,
Or afraid to speak his mind and the critiques can't take it.
My origin I can't trace it, the darkness I can't shake it,
Theres somethings that exist that I'm not ready to face it.
I'm just keeping it blatant, on ant type of occassion,
African descent or maybe thats just my liaison.
Not knowing my full strengths so I just stay to myself,
Hoping I will find out soon so I can lend a hand just to help.
Move on from the from the past hardships that I felt,
And play out my life of cards you know the hand that I was dealt.
Fear of The Unknown
Its funny what fear can make a person do,
It aint that funny when its coming from you.
Everyday people see me, continue to greet me,
But in there mind they wish to retreat from me.
Behind my back and I'm still the topic of their conversation,
Using my thoughts for their oral ejaculation.
I'm a regular person just I reached to be the greatest,
Because I can't settle for less if you aint heard the latest.
Smiles aren't part of my personality as you can clearly see,
Thats why my pose is so vigorously.
Antisocial never, I guess thats what I appear to be,
Spot me from a distance and closely think of only trajedy.
Take notes on my outside actions and judge,
Afraid of my honesty and quick to hold a grudge.
Little do they know I'm not what they make of me,
So Im going to make the unknown of me clear to see.
Soft never that, but I do have a heart,
Quick to speak the truth not when our relationship first starts.
Wear a straight face without remorse, my pride burns like the flames of a torch,
Let my passion burn so what ever my eyes desire begins to scorch.
My mind screams "LET FREEDOM RING' while my body doesn't do a thing,
At least for now until cuz I'm too busy worrying about 2012's spring.
School kid well that used to be me, before I got krispy,
Double k closed down and money problems arised so my pride got wispy.
But it didn't keep me down, although I wear a frown,
I'm still standing tall no matter what they say now.
It aint that funny when its coming from you.
Everyday people see me, continue to greet me,
But in there mind they wish to retreat from me.
Behind my back and I'm still the topic of their conversation,
Using my thoughts for their oral ejaculation.
I'm a regular person just I reached to be the greatest,
Because I can't settle for less if you aint heard the latest.
Smiles aren't part of my personality as you can clearly see,
Thats why my pose is so vigorously.
Antisocial never, I guess thats what I appear to be,
Spot me from a distance and closely think of only trajedy.
Take notes on my outside actions and judge,
Afraid of my honesty and quick to hold a grudge.
Little do they know I'm not what they make of me,
So Im going to make the unknown of me clear to see.
Soft never that, but I do have a heart,
Quick to speak the truth not when our relationship first starts.
Wear a straight face without remorse, my pride burns like the flames of a torch,
Let my passion burn so what ever my eyes desire begins to scorch.
My mind screams "LET FREEDOM RING' while my body doesn't do a thing,
At least for now until cuz I'm too busy worrying about 2012's spring.
School kid well that used to be me, before I got krispy,
Double k closed down and money problems arised so my pride got wispy.
But it didn't keep me down, although I wear a frown,
I'm still standing tall no matter what they say now.
Greater Intentions
Here I am, I stand as a man,
With no intention to do bad but here to lend her a hand.
Debating on my actions for the day with thoughts of her smile,
Just with the perception of what makes things worth wild.
Hopefully I can do things to make her happy,
Searching for her dreams so I can grasp thee.
Intentions of her mind so I can lend a hand,
So as a man, here I stand.
Making sure everything goes well not so she can admire me,
But she can have a good reminise in her diary.
Taking away her stress to give her the break she needs,
While fulfilling my manly deeds.
Wake up to her beautiful bliss, I know she's who I desire,
She's well appreciated, she's definitely the fuel to my fire.
Stop my pride from forcing myself to hide,
My passion and love so ours feelings can began to strive.
For greater achievement, cuz we will reach it,
No need for a lesson in love cuz I can teach it.
Blinded no more cuz I can see it,
And I've opened up my heart to achieve it.
Not knowing how long I will be around,
So I thank you now for the LOVE that we've have found
With no intention to do bad but here to lend her a hand.
Debating on my actions for the day with thoughts of her smile,
Just with the perception of what makes things worth wild.
Hopefully I can do things to make her happy,
Searching for her dreams so I can grasp thee.
Intentions of her mind so I can lend a hand,
So as a man, here I stand.
Making sure everything goes well not so she can admire me,
But she can have a good reminise in her diary.
Taking away her stress to give her the break she needs,
While fulfilling my manly deeds.
Wake up to her beautiful bliss, I know she's who I desire,
She's well appreciated, she's definitely the fuel to my fire.
Stop my pride from forcing myself to hide,
My passion and love so ours feelings can began to strive.
For greater achievement, cuz we will reach it,
No need for a lesson in love cuz I can teach it.
Blinded no more cuz I can see it,
And I've opened up my heart to achieve it.
Not knowing how long I will be around,
So I thank you now for the LOVE that we've have found
Where I Want To Be
Where I want to be, wherever the gloss in her eyes reflects,
Capturing all the graphics on design with sounds and effects,
Whenever I look into them is the place I will be next,
To bad it can't be that simple, why is it so perplex?
Just to see a vision, make it my mission,
Start my city tripping, or began to envision,
The places of her dreams and the thoughts she is wishing,
Replacing someone else from her mind to create my enlistment.
Hopefully, im already in her mind like she's in mine,
Cuz time after time I see a vision but still feel blind,
From the feeling of love but I know she's my one of a kind,
Maybe not, so unlikely if its not a message from the divine.
Damn... there's nothing saying its for me,
No signs saying "Come in and see!"
Four walls around me screaming no tragedy,
Im still a little skeptical, I can barely breathe.
But I still want to be in this place,
Looking for another peek, at least a small taste,
One more glance in her eyes and im sure I can trace,
The place where we were smiling face to face.
I have to make it there, but I don't know when it happened,
The image becomes to discrete and its hard for grasping.
So I try to make sounds like the image and began snapping,
Only to find out it was a dream that never happened.
Capturing all the graphics on design with sounds and effects,
Whenever I look into them is the place I will be next,
To bad it can't be that simple, why is it so perplex?
Just to see a vision, make it my mission,
Start my city tripping, or began to envision,
The places of her dreams and the thoughts she is wishing,
Replacing someone else from her mind to create my enlistment.
Hopefully, im already in her mind like she's in mine,
Cuz time after time I see a vision but still feel blind,
From the feeling of love but I know she's my one of a kind,
Maybe not, so unlikely if its not a message from the divine.
Damn... there's nothing saying its for me,
No signs saying "Come in and see!"
Four walls around me screaming no tragedy,
Im still a little skeptical, I can barely breathe.
But I still want to be in this place,
Looking for another peek, at least a small taste,
One more glance in her eyes and im sure I can trace,
The place where we were smiling face to face.
I have to make it there, but I don't know when it happened,
The image becomes to discrete and its hard for grasping.
So I try to make sounds like the image and began snapping,
Only to find out it was a dream that never happened.
Mission: Happiness
Look at me I'm only 18
I've suffered from more shit then I could scrape to be clean.
Been unhappy so long my regular face looks mean,
Wow tragedy no that shit is obscene
I've witness death, been dead but I didnt stay on the other side,
Saw the light, ran from it, man it aint easy to hide.
It wasn't my turn so i had to get back in line for the ride,
All this because of some bullshit called pride.
Pride something that kept me down through time,
Forced my days before 18 to those of crime.
Had my mans switch sides on me at the drop of a dime,
That why I roll solo Chillin on the pride tree that I climb.
Tooo damn ignorant to let love know its welcome here,
Too damn blind to know that it was too damn near.
Tried to be something Im not for too many years,
And now I'm the one crying invisible tears.
Childhood mistakened me and passed by me,
Father was around the corner but couldnt come by you see,
His pride got him and he had to fly wildly
Got his panties in a bunch and frowns instead of smiling near me.
Its fucked up but it adds to the clout on my shoulder,
Keepin it all in as I grow older.
Dumbass me, shouldve known i had to get over,
Over his faults, instead of trying to be an unwounded soldier.
So much has happened so how do i get to happiness?
More memories in my mind that make me reminise.
Be careful what you ask for... I never asked for this,
So how can I be carefull for things that aren't on my list?
So much to do and so little time has become a theme song,
I've been saying this for too long so why do I continue to do wrong?
Trying to create time to get where I belong,
But damn this Pride of mine is getting too strong.
So imma slow down and wait a little while,
Find ways to drop my pride to become versatile.
Change my ways and upgrade my lifestyle,
So I can stop being angry and hostile.
Let freedom ring with my pen,
Create a rhythm with my mind again and again.
Enjoy life and its pleasures until the end,
Damn... why did it take so long to begin
I've suffered from more shit then I could scrape to be clean.
Been unhappy so long my regular face looks mean,
Wow tragedy no that shit is obscene
I've witness death, been dead but I didnt stay on the other side,
Saw the light, ran from it, man it aint easy to hide.
It wasn't my turn so i had to get back in line for the ride,
All this because of some bullshit called pride.
Pride something that kept me down through time,
Forced my days before 18 to those of crime.
Had my mans switch sides on me at the drop of a dime,
That why I roll solo Chillin on the pride tree that I climb.
Tooo damn ignorant to let love know its welcome here,
Too damn blind to know that it was too damn near.
Tried to be something Im not for too many years,
And now I'm the one crying invisible tears.
Childhood mistakened me and passed by me,
Father was around the corner but couldnt come by you see,
His pride got him and he had to fly wildly
Got his panties in a bunch and frowns instead of smiling near me.
Its fucked up but it adds to the clout on my shoulder,
Keepin it all in as I grow older.
Dumbass me, shouldve known i had to get over,
Over his faults, instead of trying to be an unwounded soldier.
So much has happened so how do i get to happiness?
More memories in my mind that make me reminise.
Be careful what you ask for... I never asked for this,
So how can I be carefull for things that aren't on my list?
So much to do and so little time has become a theme song,
I've been saying this for too long so why do I continue to do wrong?
Trying to create time to get where I belong,
But damn this Pride of mine is getting too strong.
So imma slow down and wait a little while,
Find ways to drop my pride to become versatile.
Change my ways and upgrade my lifestyle,
So I can stop being angry and hostile.
Let freedom ring with my pen,
Create a rhythm with my mind again and again.
Enjoy life and its pleasures until the end,
Damn... why did it take so long to begin
The Break Down
I've been shot in the heart two times,
Maybe three or four because I was young and blind.
One shot felt like the end of my life line,
And made me wanna change my ways to those of crime.
Not many seconds,minutes, or hours but many years.
Too many days and months full of tears.
My Rosetta stone to the end because I know it nears.
To her well you the relief of my fears.
So many things go unnamed,
Only because no one's the blame.
Not to blame or no blue-eyed devil to take on the fame,
But always a colorful face to take on the shame.
Ridiculous, sort or conspiculous,
Maybe just a thought or the only way to get to us.
Put me down through generations to privilage us,
Too bad NIGGAS don't get the hints they give to us,
So I laugh to cover my cries,
Talk shit and trash to relieve my own sighs.
Take extra baths to wash the stench of my tries,
And speak only the truth to only receive lies
Here I go back on this black ish,
Need to be Ray J to get one wish.
Maybe Aladin way is better where's my gene dish,
This need to be more simple like red fish blue fish.
Cuz his dream was to be the one standing on top,
Didn't know how long it would take so he made clock.
Damn... thought he had me on lock.
Just to find out death is the only way I can be stopped.
Fuck his dream, see my vision is me winning,
Standing tall, pointing to the crowd while grinning.
Earth goes green and the world's still spinning.
My essence remembered and my remains in an ocean swimming.
This is my response to love, life and laughing,
Cuz til the end I'll take the breathes to continue gasping.
Not for air but joy until my final colapsing,
I will try to get this knowledge that's my way of trapping.
So lyrically I can take you out your misery,
Become one with the mind then cleanse the body physically.
Take away my hate and get better mentally,
So from now on I won't let nothing small get to me.
This is the break down,
Done wit the fakes and clowns.
Obviously I'm great now,
So when u see me I'm good even with my face frowned.
Maybe three or four because I was young and blind.
One shot felt like the end of my life line,
And made me wanna change my ways to those of crime.
Not many seconds,minutes, or hours but many years.
Too many days and months full of tears.
My Rosetta stone to the end because I know it nears.
To her well you the relief of my fears.
So many things go unnamed,
Only because no one's the blame.
Not to blame or no blue-eyed devil to take on the fame,
But always a colorful face to take on the shame.
Ridiculous, sort or conspiculous,
Maybe just a thought or the only way to get to us.
Put me down through generations to privilage us,
Too bad NIGGAS don't get the hints they give to us,
So I laugh to cover my cries,
Talk shit and trash to relieve my own sighs.
Take extra baths to wash the stench of my tries,
And speak only the truth to only receive lies
Here I go back on this black ish,
Need to be Ray J to get one wish.
Maybe Aladin way is better where's my gene dish,
This need to be more simple like red fish blue fish.
Cuz his dream was to be the one standing on top,
Didn't know how long it would take so he made clock.
Damn... thought he had me on lock.
Just to find out death is the only way I can be stopped.
Fuck his dream, see my vision is me winning,
Standing tall, pointing to the crowd while grinning.
Earth goes green and the world's still spinning.
My essence remembered and my remains in an ocean swimming.
This is my response to love, life and laughing,
Cuz til the end I'll take the breathes to continue gasping.
Not for air but joy until my final colapsing,
I will try to get this knowledge that's my way of trapping.
So lyrically I can take you out your misery,
Become one with the mind then cleanse the body physically.
Take away my hate and get better mentally,
So from now on I won't let nothing small get to me.
This is the break down,
Done wit the fakes and clowns.
Obviously I'm great now,
So when u see me I'm good even with my face frowned.
My Rosetta Stone
Does it exist if its not there,
Does a hole appear on fabric if it begins to tear?
Feelings aren't shown or put in the air,
I wouldn't say they're gone or say they're not here.
Love for someone isn't always told,
Just like I can't always get warm when I get cold.
Hate is tossed around in between the feelings new and old,
But if its cleaned up early I'm sure it won't mold.
Undecided on life so my pen doesn't ink long,
Thinking of different ways to finish life's song.
Not showing my feeling shouldn't be wrong,
And dismissing a tragedy to come is only because I know it doesn't belong.
If no smile is my reflection then what is my selection,
I just go with the flow instead of just guessing.
Being ask if I'm mad when there's no need for correction,
Makes matter get bad don't u see that when it happens?
I don't wanna be a burden or even hurt you,
I'm just trying to get by in undergrad school.
I've been the flirt, chased skirts, even had me a boo,
So it doesn't matter what other people say I do.
Insecurity seems to be at arise,
My truth speaking is only thought of as lies.
Our love is confused and full of non dried eyes.
And I've become a victim to questions that start with "why".
A lost soul looking for a story,
On my mission to the divine land, so no need for glory.
I'm doing so wrong, and school seems to bore me,
But my life seems like a movie cuz people began to want to tour me?
Break ups, make ups, unstable life,
I gave up awhile ago looking for a wife.
Time and fate has decided for me, I hope she aint trife,
But I'm living the cutting edge, so where is my knife.
Waves wash my scout, people began to shout.
Another tea cup memory cuz I feel short and stout.
Descision get bad like I'm fishing for trout,
And still I'm not full of myself or bragging my clout.
Visions are dyed-in-the-wool, things stop looking so good,
As time passes I reminise on the things that I should.
Or should've done, instead of wishing I could,
No longer a product of my environment or boy from the hood.
Mission is a man in heaven
After the noon's peak but a little before seven
Searching for my answers 5 hours before eleven
Only to find out that her soulmate was me not devin
Does a hole appear on fabric if it begins to tear?
Feelings aren't shown or put in the air,
I wouldn't say they're gone or say they're not here.
Love for someone isn't always told,
Just like I can't always get warm when I get cold.
Hate is tossed around in between the feelings new and old,
But if its cleaned up early I'm sure it won't mold.
Undecided on life so my pen doesn't ink long,
Thinking of different ways to finish life's song.
Not showing my feeling shouldn't be wrong,
And dismissing a tragedy to come is only because I know it doesn't belong.
If no smile is my reflection then what is my selection,
I just go with the flow instead of just guessing.
Being ask if I'm mad when there's no need for correction,
Makes matter get bad don't u see that when it happens?
I don't wanna be a burden or even hurt you,
I'm just trying to get by in undergrad school.
I've been the flirt, chased skirts, even had me a boo,
So it doesn't matter what other people say I do.
Insecurity seems to be at arise,
My truth speaking is only thought of as lies.
Our love is confused and full of non dried eyes.
And I've become a victim to questions that start with "why".
A lost soul looking for a story,
On my mission to the divine land, so no need for glory.
I'm doing so wrong, and school seems to bore me,
But my life seems like a movie cuz people began to want to tour me?
Break ups, make ups, unstable life,
I gave up awhile ago looking for a wife.
Time and fate has decided for me, I hope she aint trife,
But I'm living the cutting edge, so where is my knife.
Waves wash my scout, people began to shout.
Another tea cup memory cuz I feel short and stout.
Descision get bad like I'm fishing for trout,
And still I'm not full of myself or bragging my clout.
Visions are dyed-in-the-wool, things stop looking so good,
As time passes I reminise on the things that I should.
Or should've done, instead of wishing I could,
No longer a product of my environment or boy from the hood.
Mission is a man in heaven
After the noon's peak but a little before seven
Searching for my answers 5 hours before eleven
Only to find out that her soulmate was me not devin
Love Sick
Hardaches, trials and tribulations,
A break full of chest inflamtions.
So blind to happiness and information,
About this woman who lays by my side patiently waiting.
Full of grief of me,
And still by my side its so hard to believe,
Feelings of love keeps her in my vacinity,
But the absence of her I make decisions miserably.
Fast life has slowed down,
No more entertainment from being a clown.
Music still on play but theres no more sound,
And I don't know how much time I have left for her to be around.
So i tell her over and over I LOVE HER!!!!!!
Tell her that i need to reach out and touch her,
I give up lust for another,
Because i found the one that can become like the mother.
The mother who gives birth to my happy ending,
The one whose worth all my money spending.
If this is a game she my prize I wanna be winning,
Cuz her love is what keeps my world spinning.
Feeling dumb and all types of silly,
Trapped in her love got me feeling withy.
Emotions open up and my teeth are feeling gritty,
Invisible tears slide down my face and escape from me.
Everyday time passes me trying to be optimistic,
Hoping my time won't run out before I can get it.
Or her, hopefuly both is my entension,
I LOVE her i just wanted to make sure i didnt forget to metion.
I cant help but feel that way because love for her flows through my veins,
So i cant tell why the description of my love for her looks so feign.
Maybe I'm slipping or going insane,
But I cant eat, sleep, or think without her on my brain.
Even in my memories before her she still walks by,
Smiling and waving and telling me hi.
Laughing at my old jokes and taking away my shy,
And dressing cute in everything GOT DAMN SHE FLY!!!!!!!!!
Considerate thoughts always come out of her mind,
I feel like an eternity has went by when we're together at times.
If I'm fortunate for another chance just to make her mine,
I'll make our love shine, with flavor like a bottle of wine.
But until that time i will be miserable and effete
Give away my hate for love and time shall soon speak.
Tell her again that I love her and shes all that I need,
And recieving LOve from Her has become one of my moral neccessaties
A break full of chest inflamtions.
So blind to happiness and information,
About this woman who lays by my side patiently waiting.
Full of grief of me,
And still by my side its so hard to believe,
Feelings of love keeps her in my vacinity,
But the absence of her I make decisions miserably.
Fast life has slowed down,
No more entertainment from being a clown.
Music still on play but theres no more sound,
And I don't know how much time I have left for her to be around.
So i tell her over and over I LOVE HER!!!!!!
Tell her that i need to reach out and touch her,
I give up lust for another,
Because i found the one that can become like the mother.
The mother who gives birth to my happy ending,
The one whose worth all my money spending.
If this is a game she my prize I wanna be winning,
Cuz her love is what keeps my world spinning.
Feeling dumb and all types of silly,
Trapped in her love got me feeling withy.
Emotions open up and my teeth are feeling gritty,
Invisible tears slide down my face and escape from me.
Everyday time passes me trying to be optimistic,
Hoping my time won't run out before I can get it.
Or her, hopefuly both is my entension,
I LOVE her i just wanted to make sure i didnt forget to metion.
I cant help but feel that way because love for her flows through my veins,
So i cant tell why the description of my love for her looks so feign.
Maybe I'm slipping or going insane,
But I cant eat, sleep, or think without her on my brain.
Even in my memories before her she still walks by,
Smiling and waving and telling me hi.
Laughing at my old jokes and taking away my shy,
And dressing cute in everything GOT DAMN SHE FLY!!!!!!!!!
Considerate thoughts always come out of her mind,
I feel like an eternity has went by when we're together at times.
If I'm fortunate for another chance just to make her mine,
I'll make our love shine, with flavor like a bottle of wine.
But until that time i will be miserable and effete
Give away my hate for love and time shall soon speak.
Tell her again that I love her and shes all that I need,
And recieving LOve from Her has become one of my moral neccessaties
Ungraded Assignment
An assignment given to me by the BIG MAN,
Told me to find out whats in store and whats the big plan.
I never thought about the answer or took the question to understand,
But this thought always displayed itself whenever I stand.
So confused on the way that He made me,
And ideas came to mind on the ways to create me.
Two cups of pride, 400 years of slavery
Four gallons of love, and millions of people to hate me.
Then some bravery for any type of predicament,
And at the end I think I tasted some cinnamon.
But isnt that wrong cuz it triggers my allergies,
So how could I taste something that will cut off the way that I breathe?
History is corrupted and its his story,
So when will I know the tale of Autrezz's glory?
So confused that I'm running from tears,
And running away from those who actually care.
I'm centered in the place where people find their careers,
But I still dont know what my reason is for being here.
Advisors all around me writing in books,
And I'm breaking mirrors because of my looks.
Psycological slavery must've gotten me shook,
And in a crime upon myself I become the crook.
Pictures are never perfect, so I never can finish painting my pictures,
Im ignorant to this thing they call life, But, DONT'T call me a NIGGER.
Categorized as tall when they look at my figure,
But I always feel so small when I go to pull the trigger.
Not on a gun but the trigger to my thoughts,
Got me feeling like a peice of material that somebody randomly bought.
And all this came along on a scholarly walk,
In between taking classes the the government bought.
Am I an experient in a global sized lab,
Scientist are using me intead of looking for rats.
World is goin crazy cuz dogs are running from cats,
this stuff crazy please dont laugh at that.
Should I be mad or should I be happy,
Should my hair be straight or should it be nappy?
If my hair has lost its waves would this girl rap to me,
But all of it is nonsense and not a moral nessesity.
Thats why I dont care,
I cut the braids in "06 so now I have short hair.
I keep the crowd happy and keep a crystal stare,
So my name can be inside the membrane of those who aint even here.
Family, friends, foes and those I don't know,
This is my invitation to letting stress go.
And a warm welcoming to the brain for letting my knowledge grow,
Until I get the answer to the question of life, this will be so!!!!!!
Told me to find out whats in store and whats the big plan.
I never thought about the answer or took the question to understand,
But this thought always displayed itself whenever I stand.
So confused on the way that He made me,
And ideas came to mind on the ways to create me.
Two cups of pride, 400 years of slavery
Four gallons of love, and millions of people to hate me.
Then some bravery for any type of predicament,
And at the end I think I tasted some cinnamon.
But isnt that wrong cuz it triggers my allergies,
So how could I taste something that will cut off the way that I breathe?
History is corrupted and its his story,
So when will I know the tale of Autrezz's glory?
So confused that I'm running from tears,
And running away from those who actually care.
I'm centered in the place where people find their careers,
But I still dont know what my reason is for being here.
Advisors all around me writing in books,
And I'm breaking mirrors because of my looks.
Psycological slavery must've gotten me shook,
And in a crime upon myself I become the crook.
Pictures are never perfect, so I never can finish painting my pictures,
Im ignorant to this thing they call life, But, DONT'T call me a NIGGER.
Categorized as tall when they look at my figure,
But I always feel so small when I go to pull the trigger.
Not on a gun but the trigger to my thoughts,
Got me feeling like a peice of material that somebody randomly bought.
And all this came along on a scholarly walk,
In between taking classes the the government bought.
Am I an experient in a global sized lab,
Scientist are using me intead of looking for rats.
World is goin crazy cuz dogs are running from cats,
this stuff crazy please dont laugh at that.
Should I be mad or should I be happy,
Should my hair be straight or should it be nappy?
If my hair has lost its waves would this girl rap to me,
But all of it is nonsense and not a moral nessesity.
Thats why I dont care,
I cut the braids in "06 so now I have short hair.
I keep the crowd happy and keep a crystal stare,
So my name can be inside the membrane of those who aint even here.
Family, friends, foes and those I don't know,
This is my invitation to letting stress go.
And a warm welcoming to the brain for letting my knowledge grow,
Until I get the answer to the question of life, this will be so!!!!!!
The Past Still Haunts Me
Whats in my closet thats got me seeking demons,
No more fantacies, just cold sweats from tremously dreamin.
Anger and rage become my only reason,
Cuz excepting things I can not change ain't what I belive in.
Living in hell, and surrounded by lies,
Continues my struggle with pride and silences my cries.
But skeletons only take the place of my tries,
And then in turn I realize in the end we still die.
Never a scream, turmoil covered up in my laughs,
And nomore shedding tears cuz thats in my past.
As I grasp the golden key to my task,
So many doors began to lock on my onerous path.
So I switch it up, so there's no more reasons for chiefing,
And give up my guns, so theres no more reasons for bleeding.
Take back my smiles, so there's a reason for cheesing,
And watch what I reminising so theres nomore reasons for grieving.
But my eyes still vision her death, so i wonder whats left,
And i wonder who's gonna get me to the next step.
Never playing but serious, so what would you expect,
If i came to you on my knees looking for a death threat?
Cuz I will always remember, the coldest day of the winter,
Also known as the birth of my temper.
06's twenty-second day of December,
My love met the fate of an enternally ember.
So because of this I stay trapped in my thoughts,
Feeling like a slave that Uncle Sam and them caught.
Hopefully i can continue my scholarly walk,
And continue taking classes that the govenment bought.
Never State Property like Beanie Segil
So I will coninue to to do best during my lifetime of perenial.
No more fantacies, just cold sweats from tremously dreamin.
Anger and rage become my only reason,
Cuz excepting things I can not change ain't what I belive in.
Living in hell, and surrounded by lies,
Continues my struggle with pride and silences my cries.
But skeletons only take the place of my tries,
And then in turn I realize in the end we still die.
Never a scream, turmoil covered up in my laughs,
And nomore shedding tears cuz thats in my past.
As I grasp the golden key to my task,
So many doors began to lock on my onerous path.
So I switch it up, so there's no more reasons for chiefing,
And give up my guns, so theres no more reasons for bleeding.
Take back my smiles, so there's a reason for cheesing,
And watch what I reminising so theres nomore reasons for grieving.
But my eyes still vision her death, so i wonder whats left,
And i wonder who's gonna get me to the next step.
Never playing but serious, so what would you expect,
If i came to you on my knees looking for a death threat?
Cuz I will always remember, the coldest day of the winter,
Also known as the birth of my temper.
06's twenty-second day of December,
My love met the fate of an enternally ember.
So because of this I stay trapped in my thoughts,
Feeling like a slave that Uncle Sam and them caught.
Hopefully i can continue my scholarly walk,
And continue taking classes that the govenment bought.
Never State Property like Beanie Segil
So I will coninue to to do best during my lifetime of perenial.
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