Dream Inception

You rest your head on my chest,
I thank God for allowing me to invest,
Time to watch you dream as you relieve my stress,
Because with you, I escape reality,
Wherever the scenery seen through your eyes is where I'd rather be,
Whether we're in the rain, somewhere in Spain,
Cruising on the ocean or even on a plane,
I just want you to create an inception,
Use the reflection of your beauty to point me in the right direction,
To where my heart has a home,
And where my mind can rest so it no longer has to roam,
I want you to create a memory used to rekindle thee,
Moments of happiness so gloomy days will no longer swindle me,
Into thinking that I had to struggle just to get by,
I feel warmth in your touch and feel at ease when you say hi,
No more living on the edge,
And no more racing for the finish like a hog with a hedge,
I can slow it down a bit, like a deep breathe in between each kiss,
Leave no time to reminisce and not too much time for me to miss,
You, since when we're not together you live in my mind,
Hopefully you can create this dream inception and everything will be just fine!

Suicide Note

It's time to say good and bye together,
I remember my urge to get her,
Success I mean, along with a wife,
But things change and so did my life,

I fell so hard for something that made me delve deeper,
I made it to the surface too late and couldn't keep her,
I couldn't even reach her, she created a teacher,
Now I'm practicing my thoughts but I'm no preacher,

I loss the battle but I won the war,
I explored another heart and enjoyed the tour,
Now I have the ability to speak to someone's soul,
But my feelings I have problems trying to control,

See I was falling for her but I wouldn't let it show,
I told her I loved her but I didn't let her know,
How she changed me and almost made me,
The man I am today after too many years of slavery,

Psychologically and physically,
Now I suffer from the love of success and wait for her to get to me,
Trying not to let the stress show and play it cool,
But pride is the reason I'm not in school,

So I have to pull the trigger, spray blood over an adolescent picture,
Give to the world this last and final scripture,
Create a better me with the remains,
Learn from my heartaches and strains,

Prove that suicide isn't selfish if you're thinking selfless,
Remind the world of sacrifice since the world is a great mess,
Prepare for no one to attend a funeral that wasn't told,
Take my last few moments to get warm before I get cold,

Then I will bow down and pray,
Listen to God's message for the day.
So I give to you the suicide note to the old me,
Now I'm one step closer to letting my soul free.

Waiting(Effortless Time)

The gloss in your eyes tells it all,
Your mind tries to explain to your heart why it shouldn't fall,
Short with words but your picture tells a long story,
You're repeatedly reminded of what was once called glory,

So you stare in hopes that your spell is taken away,
But thoughts of the unknown makes it hard to believe things could be okay,
All I can do is wait,
I have my own cooking skills but enough is on your plate,

I let you digest your stress hoping I can still invest,
But I can't think about me since I need to relieve the inflammation in your chest,
I need to find out how to put your heart where it belongs,
Balance out your rights with his wrongs,

So I stand behind you and I let you fight this war,
And if you fall I'm here to catch you and tend to what's sore,
Heal your wounds, bring out your smile,
Relax my feelings since I know this may take awhile,

Give you some space but I'm only one call away,
Remind you of your beauty so your dignity can stay,
Console you and hold you until your heart has dropped it's last tear,
Take no credit for my actions, but I'll remind you that I'm here,

What I do is effortless like time,
I can't control it but it happens so let's say that I'm,
Doing the inevitable because you deserve it,
Like my job I make the time to cook it and serve it,

Meaning I prepare and cook what's needed to make you happy,
So I can serve you joy just so I can see your laugh, see,
When I see the pain in your frame, I think its a shame,
That beauty captured in something under 5'6 won't wear their name,

Too busy allowing sorrow to keep you down,
When your beauty uplifts others, so you should share the sound,
Of laughter and joy,
So I lay waiting for you like a child for a new toy,

Keeping hope, so I'm I'm only allowing positive energy to display,
And I'll do this effortlessly like time just so your smile can stay,
Since I see that your worth it and I want only for the better,
For you so if you must depend on your mood with the weather,

Let the rain make beautiful music on your window pane,
Cry with the clouds if you have to just stay sane,
But when the sun comes back out to stay there's no debating,
That your smile should be shining and I'll still be waiting.

I Shouldn't Have Let You Kiss Me

I must say this was a great night,
My emotions took flight, letting your smile shine too bright,
I watched the sunset in your eyes like you were the one,
We laughed a lot so it must have been fun,

I carried you on my back, we held hands,
We sat by the water and made plans,
But I should've stopped you then,
But we continued talking and I let resistance begin,

Your lips kept my attention, when ours met and when you talked,
So at ease beside you that I felt like I could glide instead of walk,
Our souls were engulfed, while our hearts were entertained,
But as friends I knew we should remain,

Too into the moment to push you away,
The memories of lonely nights got to me so I asked to stay,
I wanted to just hold you through the night, with no need for sex,
Without a care of what would happen next,

So you grow closer to me and now I can't control the feeling,
Of wanting you to fall for me although I look towards the ceiling,
Meaning I wouldn't watch you fall but I knew you would,
I lay trying to get away since I should,

Well, I shouldn't have let you kiss me,
I should have stopped you and let you diss me,
So you wouldn't have gotten hurt and I wouldn't have waited so long,
Now I'm sitting here ready to perform for you without a song,

Still words from the heart but the ones you don't want to hear,
The ones to create distance, so I hug you while you're still near,
I kiss you on the cheek and you feel the resistance when you turn your face,
To meet my lips so a happier moment I begin to trace,

But putting off the truth this long has me hating myself,
Like I'm back stabbing both of as I place my heart on a shelf,
So while your heart is beating to a love song,
My heart isn't in the equation so I refuse to do you wrong,

Damn, I shouldn't have let you kiss me,
I should've pushed you away and let you diss me,
Now I wish I could be alone and you won't miss me,
Hopefully I will learn from this and I won't be so risky...