Closure: In Reply to My Thoughts Simply Written...

I’m sitting here listening to your song of the week and remembering your smile,
I now understand why you felt so free and so I listen for awhile,
Hoping I could get the same feeling,
But since we’re not as in tune, its not so appealing,

Nonetheless its a good song, but it reminds me of where I went wrong,
Where I forgot us and thought about me and how I’ve waited too long,
To tell you that you’re my true inspiration even when you’re out of sight,
Like New York’s bright lights are for you, I just want to take flight,

Into your mind, gather your memories and line up the times,
You smiled, destroy the sad, blow up the bad, meet your dad, not because it rhymes,
But because I know where your heart rests so I can take it from your sleeve,
Put it back in your chest, tattoo the mirror image with a key and never leave,

Take the time to study your heart and relieve the pain,
Show you that you do deserve more love than anyone could deliver on a freight train,
Do what I have to do to make your blood flow smooth like red wine,
Allow it to relax and unwind, and make sure you return to Cloud Nine,

So I guess that’s where I want to be,
Like in my poem I could look into your eyes and that’s the image I could see,
As the reflection, no snapping to get connection,
I found what I’ve been expecting, and only you make up my selection,

Then I’ll host the first election to the woman that stole my heart,
The two before you just created love but with you is where I made the start,
Of unconditional love, forget flaws, I’m accepting with no exceptions,
I hope you can return the favor because I don’t mark as perfection,

Not too far from it but I’m too afraid to be sure,
But like you did before I’m willing to wait it out for more,
I stay patient in hopes that you would come to me.
Then I feel like I’m wasting time reconnecting what could be,

Something meant for more than a lifetime and the end of a hopeless love affair,
Creating new memories to witness when I stop and stare,
Into your eyes, like you would say, to delve deeper,
But knowing your situation I know you’re a keeper,

But clearly its not for me,
I mean we have a nice connection but its becoming filled with hesitation,
Not because I’m unsure but the risk are too high for relations,
Past a friendship, so I hold the memories and reminisce,
Then I study the mistakes so I don’t have to live like this,

I can just take this feeling and bottle it up and dispose of it,
Well I can save it where it doesn’t hurt, write and compose with it,
Meaning the longer I keep it inside filling it with my imagination,
I move further away from closure, leaving my mind drifting like no gravitation,

I stay stuck in a year that has passed by,
While we don’t even speak, see each other, or share the high,
Of the feeling we once proclaimed and kept a smile on our faces,
So I’m left alone to wonder in and out of many places,

Trying to prevent my blindness, since I have found out where my mind is,
Lecture my heart onto letting go before I become timeless,
Open my soul to a new gateway, travel with my words,
Take a chance with a new noun and slow down with my verbs,

I’m not saying I’m moving on now but
I feel like this is just the thing that I need,
To let go and make closure so that I can and will succeed.
So to the moments we shared I can read and reminisce,
But I have to close the chapter, the best of luck to you I do hope and wish!