A Vacation From Reality

At one point in time her kiss took me on the trips,
That would take me on vacations so I would schedule time to meet her lips,
With mine, hoping to escape from reality,
Creating moments of pleasure but caged in a tragedy,

See I wasn't mature enough to see that we shared dreams,
Well she made room for mine but I feared of what may have seemed.
Hopeless, since I was insecure and I didn't think that I was over,
What I had before, but I made time to console her,

Against me, but I thought it was towards another,
I gave ideas and ways for her to hide her love from a lover,
Who had her heart in mind but at the time,
He had prepared to be on his grind, well let's say that I'm,

Trying to tell this story in third person so I won't have to cry,
Since I haven't felt this much pain in years and there's no need to lie,
Tears haven't been down my face from pain since '06's 22nd day of December,
Which I will never forget and always remember,

But back to the one who could create my vacation,
Back to the one who could make me fly with no hesitation,
Back to the one that made hope for all the risks I thought of taking,
And back to the one who created my history in the making,

That same one that I either want to get over and not think of,
Or get back in my life, who showed me the true meaning of love,
Steer me in the direction of a happy ending,
Become the man that I'm supposed to be with no thoughts of pretending,

Take a look into her eyes and read her thoughts,
If she comes around I will teach over what she's been taught,
So that the key to the her heart will be mine to retrieve,
And she no longer has to wear it on her sleeve,

Tattoo a new memory aside from all the ones before me,
This time I will make room for us to grow so her smile doesn't have to look for me,
Because I will live in her heart, listen to her mind, and breathe with her soul.
Kiss her lips hold her close and let my heart be under her control,

Chase away everything that stands in our way,
But to make sure this is meant for me I will pray,
Take an extra push towards this dream to come true,
But if we have to remain friends for you to be in my life then that's what I'll do!